In The Past

I miss you... There, I said it. I have a hard time admitting it, but I often reminisce about how you would make me feel. All alone in my room, my memories are all that is left. I would see you again; I think I'd even like that, but things are different now. You were all I had then. I still miss you, but we both know our relationship was destructive. I had to move on, and leave you in my past. That's not to say I'll ever be able to forget you. I'm just trying to prove I can evolve.

Spring...

Spring comes to the forest of fear. People change, without shedding a tear. I sit alone, on my branch way up high. I'm out of their reach. Even as they try to teach. I'm watching all of life's lessons fly by.

Maybe I'll come down. Feel my feet on the ground. But I don't see any good reason below. I'm still stuck in this tree. I'm afraid to be me. I'm just waiting for the winds of change to blow.

Random Update

Spring, already! Arrgh... I just realized my last post was in December. I'm doing all right, I guess. Still here, that's all that matters. I've been having rather vivid dreams, lately. Sometimes I wake up and try to write them down, but always seem to forget the main points, so I give up.
I've been trying to write more. I may even get back into painting. Or, at least some sketching. I miss being creative. Even though I don't have the patience to be that good at it. It's still a great outlet.
Another B'day went by, in January. It usually affects me, but for some reason, not this year. Yep, I need to get back into my writing. New stuff coming soon.